(of a person) wanting to do or have something very much, showing keen interest, intense desire, and impatient expectancy
"I am eager to be my child's mother"
"I am eager for my next trimester to start"
"I am eager for the next ultrasound"
"I am eager to give birth"
Nostalgia- |näˈstaljə; nə-|
a sentimental longing or wistful affection for the past, typically for a period or place with happy personal associations related to home and family.
"I already miss being alone"
"I miss being in my first trimester"
"My child will never again be the size he was in that first ultrasound"
"After I give birth I wont have the joy of having him growing in my body anymore"
Memories are all we have after a moment in our lives has passed. A moment or action cannot be done exactly the same ever again.
I seem to always be eager to get things done, whether that is to finish college so I can get a “real” job or get through my first third trimester of pregnancy so that I can get closer to meeting my child. Unfortunately, every time an experience or task is over I miss it and long to have it back.
I am assuming this is what being a mother will be like, but times a billion.